You all are wonderful..

You really are.. I can't imagine doing this journey without all you being here with me.. Honestly, your comments made me cry (in a good way) and smile.. I am not sure what brought on last nights craziness, but it seems to happen from time to time.. I keep going and going, and then something makes me cry (tv show, movie, or commercial) and I just think of everything sad!

Yesterday was something that has been brewing inside my head for a while.. I hate that I feel the way I do, but I know that it is normal and that it really is something that I can conquer.. I know I will LOVE being thinner.. and I had totally forgotten that me and Blubeari had been talking about this "middle syndrome".. where you get to the point where you are about 1/3 of the way done, and you just don't have the same umph that you did in the beginning.. but I hope that I can get back on track.. :)

I am back to "normal" and I figured I'd crawl back to the computer and blog.. :) So, I did a bad thing.. I weighed myself about an hour ago.. I really think my scale is crazy.. or breaking.. because it said that I weighed 225.2 (which would be a 3 lb loss since Friday!)!! I'm hoping that this (or lower) will show on Friday at my WW meeting.. I'd love for the lady weighing me in to tell me I lost something.. instead of just handing me back my tracker..

I took yesterday and today off from the gym.. I don't feel good about it, but I am doing good things with the time, so I hope it won't derail me too much.. I do plan to get back tomorrow and Thursday.. But the good things I'm doing? Finding a certain pair of shoes, make smoothies for a few days in advance, get my room clean, catching up on blogs i follow.. among other things.. :)