It's Been a Little Bit..

and I apologize.. I have no good reasons for being gone.. Just that I've been busy and lazy over the past few days.. I haven't even logged on to read other people's blogs (which I hate more than not posting).. Honestly, I'm not sure what my funk is, but I hate it..

To do a little re-cap, this past weekend I decided I wasn't going to weigh-in because I wanted to see the difference after the two weeks (plus, I wasn't feeling any lighter.. lol).. then I went to work, and my new client I was supposed to spend 48 hours with (who is super sweet) had to go to the hospital about 6 hours into my visit.. So I went home (after having my cheat for breakfast.. disappointed in myself about that) and then proceeded to go shopping at Target.. I got a pair of 16 grey pants and a blue dress for spring/summer in a Large!  I'll post pics later tonight..

After I got home, I really didn't do much.. I COULD have worked out before leaving town.. but I didn't.. I COULD have done my Zumba or Just Dance games.. but I didn't.. yes, I'm beating myself up.. I deserve it.. I'm allowing my laziness override my determination with getting thinner.. which brings me to Sunday.. basically this past weekend SUCKED!  Diet?!  What diet?!  I slept most of the day..  I went to see Adam Sandler's new movie Just Go With It with Chris (a guy I knew back in high school) and then proceeded to go to McDonalds' and get the crappiest food ever.. grr!!

I'd like to say my Monday was better.. but it wasn't.. I basically took a three day weekend from my diet.. and I honestly don't know if it was even worth it.. my pants don't feel AS lose, but not that much tighter.. and I let myself go home instead of going to the gym.. ugh!  I'd love to know where my gym mojo went.. I used to love going to the gym.. and sadly, I think it's because the Zumba class I LOVE is at 7:30pm.. and honestly, on days like today (when I've been working since 7:30am) I just want to go home and do some homework and then surf the blog world..

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On a different note, I have decided after a little debate not to do another blog.. I don't spend enough money on different things to blog about it.. lol.. But I am working towards saving money, I have opened two sub-accounts in my bank account, one for my "race savings" and the other for "general savings".. I have been wanting to do races for some time (but I'm partly scared and partly cheap), most of you have seen my written intention, but I usually don't have the money to register for them when the time comes.. so I am nipping that in the bud.. I've started saving $10 a week for race registrations.. and I plan to start saving $50 a week for general savings (starting this Friday)..

The general savings will help pay for my trip to Disney/Florida to do the Disney Princess Half-Marathon next February.. by next year, that'll be over $2000 saved (and that's if I ONLY save $50 a week).. so I'm hoping I can have more.. plus, I plan to do lots of things during the rest of the year.. concerts, dating, trips, etc..  I plan to find other ways to add money to my general savings too..

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I don't want to lose my momentum with this Adkins life.. And I AM back on track today.. and plan to stay on track for a while (aka no more cheats for a bit).. Because my old way of eating is why I was fat.. and going back to that will make me fatTER!  Not just fat, but FATTER.. and I don't have any clothes if I get fatter, and in that body, I sure as hell ain't going around naked.. eww! 

I'll be back later with some other stuff.. I'm sure by now (if you've made it down here in one trip, bravo!) you are ready to close this browser.. lol.. ttyl!
And of course, my Monday wasn't much better..